Hmm.. damn I've not updated this much recently at all.. Sorry everyone! All 4? 5? of you.
So, as the title suggests, I'm getting to crunch time. It's not really that stressful if I discard the whole will-everything-fit-in-my-cases dilemma, which I'll find out over the weekend. Or even the will-Marcus-get-back-about-my-car-even-though-I-only-emailed-him-at-lunchtime one.
Mainly its the arrrghhh-work-not-finished-and-working one that's getting to me today, and well.. finding it hard to not bang my head on the desk at work or start screaming/swearing in frustration. And it's difficult to be motivated to get it working when I'm not convinced it really matters to anyone if I do or not. Though I know that's not quite true, it's what it feels like, and I know they'll just pass the job along to the guy (described in my review as utterly amazing and wonderful etc.) who will be joining the team in July and has worked on this system before I got there. I'm pretty sure he actually built most of it. So.. hard to keep going, for these last two days.
Pah, doesn't stop me stressing out about everything anyway. That's what I'm like, and Mum, yes I totally blame it on your genetics!! Thank god Dan's coming out on Saturday. He'll help me chill out ^_^ and I'll be calmer by then anyway. Probably.
So, as the title suggests, I'm getting to crunch time. It's not really that stressful if I discard the whole will-everything-fit-in-my-cases dilemma, which I'll find out over the weekend. Or even the will-Marcus-get-back-about-my-car-even-though-I-only-emailed-him-at-lunchtime one.
Mainly its the arrrghhh-work-not-finished-and-working one that's getting to me today, and well.. finding it hard to not bang my head on the desk at work or start screaming/swearing in frustration. And it's difficult to be motivated to get it working when I'm not convinced it really matters to anyone if I do or not. Though I know that's not quite true, it's what it feels like, and I know they'll just pass the job along to the guy (described in my review as utterly amazing and wonderful etc.) who will be joining the team in July and has worked on this system before I got there. I'm pretty sure he actually built most of it. So.. hard to keep going, for these last two days.
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